My thoughts feel dissociated

[Moon]

I just realized this is a dissociation thing. Its been bothering me for a long time.

It feels like i have one train of thought that i feel in control of, at least mostly and not always. I have all these other thoughts that are mine but i dont feel in control of them. It makes me talk to myself when im trying to process, like literally talk outloud to myself. My brain just feels scrambled. Sometimes my thoughts feel inserted by demons, or angels lr demons talking in my head, but thats during episodes. Sometimes when i talk words come out a bit jumbled. Or i replace words or cant remember a word fully and i switch up opposites. I cant think straight thats for sure. My brain feels fried like an egg.

Is this thought disorder?

[Joker]

I lost time a few weeks back

They said this was dissociating

Seems it might be a catch all like you say as thought disorder.

I get a lot of commands inserted to my mind but I have learned to be the decision maker rather than listening to it and acting without regard

It got me in some pretty serious situations a long time ago

[Moon]

Dissociation is some form of disconnect from your sense of agency or surroundings

Which sounds a lot like what happens during psychosis for me

Dissociation seems to play a large role in psychosis for me.

[Joker]

I agree that’s a big problem

Didnt really know it had that name

[flybottle]

Self-disorder