its the reality now… but ive decided to struggle… will this go away? it wont be without efforts i think… ill watch movies, ill read, ill surf on the net… its still difficult to go out for me even if i want it sometimes a lot… but i am in kind of schok and i overcontrol everything… i even stopped drinking and weed years ago, i dont know if it could help me 
gosh, i would like the meds work better for me but its not the case now…
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Seroquel slows down my thinking… for me… that’s what I need.
Racing thoughts… leads to paranoia… makes it hard to concentrate…
mind jumping at every little stimuli… then I get obsessed with little boxes and light switches…
slowing down the brain enough to absorb what I’m doing… what I’m reading… has helped me a lot…
not constantly running on panic mode.
I hope you feel better soon.
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do you still see the world how you did pre-schizophrenia?