I have these real real feelings that they come inside of my body. I then feel them both having sex with me. I feel like they act like they are other people so that I wont find out it is them, they disguise their faces but I can feel the energy of them, ‘There presence’. I can’t stop them. They are stronger then me, I have no Idea how they have the ability to penetrate their way inside so easily. It is exhausting, they wont stop doing it. I can feel them in my body, like residue I cannot wash off. It is as if they sit in my mind, silently collecting information, and I can feel them, they wont leave. Please help me.
Are you on meds? Were you raped in the past?
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For many years I experienced a repeated sexual abuse that was happening to me in my mind. It was awful. I thought I wouldn’t live through it. I almost didn’t. I feel terrible for you. The best advice I can give you is for you to get into therapy immediately with an experienced therapist and be as honest and open as you can be about what’s going on with you. Together you can work through this in a safe way. I wish you health and peace.
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have you ever been diagnosed with schizophrenic? you are delusional and should be on antipsychotics…trust the doctors…they are there to help you…
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Thank you. It is awful, I hate that I go through this and only want to be strong enough to make it stop. I hope I find my answers. Stay strong and I will too. Thank you for your reply.
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I also experienced that delusion of being telepathically raped, it is horrible, I am very sorry that it also happens to you, with the antipsychotic treatment all that stops immediately.
Was the rape you experienced by someone you know personally? Or was is a paranormal type rape?
Ah this is classic delusion, its similar to truman show, matrix and mafia. Being raped or something in the childhoold and believing is one of the common delusions. Every episode i have i think my father used to rape me
I believed that I was raped by the military because I felt like a military objective
Thank you that makes sense. I often have this feeling without evidence that my mom use to rape me as a child, when I get delusional like that I get extremely upset with her and irritable and want her to stay away from me because I feel like she is attempting to do it to me again.
When I was younger my father did sexually abuse me and my (first) stepfather (different step father then the one I currently have) was a creep and would get on top of me while I slept and peep at me while I used the bathroom, so I think I have ptsd from that.
It’s a feeling that feels very real and I often have nights where I feel them ontop of me and feel like they ate actually there until I wake up.
I’m sorry to hear that, I get other feelings that a ghost or incubus is raping me and have repeated night terrors of it doing so, this is a separate rape from the one I mentioned about in the original post. I hope things get better for me and you.
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Yes, things will improve, take your antipsychotic treatment and all the nightmare will disappear, a hug
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I am sorry you’re going through this and for all you have been through. I used to get attacks like this… but not anyone specific… probably ghosts or incubus… I don’t anymore… I hope you will be able to pass through… please speak with your doctor.
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I haven’t spoken to my doctor about schizophrenic symptoms, only about night terrors and I was diagnosed with PTSD. I believe it is more then that though because of the frequent delusions I have about magic, celebrities, people reading my mind and etc I’m not sure how to open the door to this or how to talk about it. I’m scared when I go the words wont come out
@Carolina_Niphin if your username is your actual real name, I strongly suggest changing it to something anonymous. You don’t want your posts to show up when people google your name. I can change your name to anything you like. Just let me know.
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It’s not lol but thank you!!
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I understand there are somethings I don’t talk about because I am not sure how to explain it and kind of not sure how people will take it… try talking with someone though abt the delusions you feel okay sharing first.
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