I dislike my mother’s voice. It makes me feel angry and aggressive. No matter what she says or how she says it, it always sounds like she’s trying to override me. She hates when I talk back, and she asks me things that I can’t say no to. I feel forced down when she talks. My grandmother’s voice is the same way. I hate hearing them talk.
I’m supposed to be around both of them tomorrow. I’m scared I’ll blow up and do something stupid. I wish I didn’t have to be around them. I need a quiet place far away from everyone. My ears have been ringing from the incessant chatter. It makes me uneasy.