the things I see when I close my eyes are very strange almost like a trippy cartoon I don’t understand my dreams either and I always have suicidal thoughts even tho I am not really sad I am just not happy with my life and how I feel all the time I never really feel calm or content and even tho I know I don’t want to die the thought of it is always there I’m gonna try to rest now I just felt like typing something when I closed my eyes to go to sleep and I see cartoon looking people dancing
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i get them all the time. my eyes get butterflies flting around i nwaves so they have told me i have to take traquilizers and a seeping pill else i cant close my eyes
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Same, I get closed eye hallucinations a lot. Weird stuff. They can get really vivid. Lately I’ve been seeing bugs in them…last was ants on a windowsill. Sometimes I can even influence them. Same with the suicidal thoughts too, I think they just pop up when something stressful happens now, I don’t even have to be depressed. I’ve not been depressed lately but I still lost track of how many times suicidal thoughts have popped into my head this week.
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