i am nearly verse of suicide …Cuz everything iz so negative …i can not stand on the ground …!!! i am very unhappy …! i couldn’t start my life …!!! i get Sz before i could stand on it …!!
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Go to hospital farcry
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These past few days you have sounded like you’re really not having a good time dude, I agree with @anon31257746, the hospital is probably the best place for you right now.
Stay strong dude, you’ll get through it.
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With you every step of the way kiddo.
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Far cry if you live good for just your last day of your life your life is complete so change yourself, if you are under pressure take a med, go to hospital if they have good manner with you, if not go to your doc, remain here, you have many friends now, they need your presence at least if not your help, try to get well and make us happy. We are trying to do that too, gaining our health a making others happy:blue_heart:
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Update guys i went for haircut …I feel quite comfortable i felt like i am normal for sometime…!!! little baby steps and good parents can helps us a lot …!! I was so scared in my childhood …!!! i couldn’t share my problem with my families got SZ …!!! I should say childhood is very important …!!!
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feel you abit there far, jus had negative symptoms yesterday, was feelings quite down. was blaming too yesterday. just finished an anime called “brave story [THORA]”, its a very nice show for schizophrenia people the last parts tells of us quite clearly. the ending part was the main character fighting his bad side or “evil” side, his friend was fighting too. his friend , i felt that it meant us, because our mind are too strong, we want to defeat it but we cant as its as strong as us, but the main character had a small guidance that helped him. in the end the main character accepted his evil side and lived , while his friend was a much stronger character than him defeated his evil side but was killed by “himself”. through this , my perception is that, to change sometime, we must accept it. but i thought killing it was the best way. by that anime it shows that defeating it the process is painful while the outcome was killing ourselves. why not accept our evil sides , i am i. not a single other person can be exactly the same as me. To overcome something doesnt means to really kill someone. in wars to defeat someone can be also to get him as your ally or friend. we just need more allies not enemies. enemies only bring forth destructions. allies help each other out in times of needs. For our case, more friends means more help. I know that we schizophrenia are a very lone walkers, since most people doesnt helps us out, we have to find out way out. since we related as the same illness we will feel each other and understand each other more.
my way of finding way out is by watching good shows, i found out that movies are the best ones, they beat most animes when it comes to reason, logic and feelings. since my core knowledge and logic is shaken i can only get a better grapse at things watching them. i went by a computer shop last time, the doctor said in the video, saying for us schizophrenia people, we need to go out more, interact more with normal people and “learn” from them, “copy” them that was why i came to a conclusion, since we people cant go out to interact, why not stay at home and watch some real good movies and animes that teaches us the way of life.
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