This life is hell..why to live in such a trouble

My life is pathetic. .i cannot work. .it really sucks…what do u do to live…by the way i missed @Minnii

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I miss Minnii too man…

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i hate my life too

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Yeah mine sucks miss my old life

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I really miss the days when my life wasn’t so dogged with stress. It would be such a relief if that stress would go away.

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I’m a negative symptom zombie and I think it is the meds which caused it. I have gained an unacceptable amount of weight. I have severe alogia. I can’t feel strong emotion. This life really is hell, hopefully i am spared hell in the next life for my suffering in this one.

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@Minnii you are missed.
Hope you are well.

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life is what you make it to be…

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Life shitts and we are taught that that is socially unacceptable, so we are automatically unacceptable.

@far_cry0

Sorry you’re down, Man!

Jayster

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In a way it’s how you meet it that counts.

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I was in a shyt hole before I got diagnosed. At least I have SSDI now and I am not sleeping in a shelter and hanging out in my car because I have no life. I still have no life but, at least I have my Dad’s house to be lonely in. I want peace in my brain. PEACE! Calm, relaxed, motivated, energetic focus. happiness. Is it so much to ask? I am depressed, anxious, nervous and paranoid a lot of the time. Happiness seems so close but I can’t touch it. I really do try! I am happy when I see my kids but otherwise, not so much. Hope you feel better @far_cry0. sorry I am not much of a pep talk.

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You still have choices. I’m not being critical because my life gets s*tty too, but if you make the right choices your life can improve.

They taught me in AA, “When God closes one door, another one opens up”. We are all capable of changing.

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I don’t necessarily think happiness involves changing as much as it does just taking on an attitude of gratitude and choosing to ‘live’ as opposed to slowly die. Obviously, I have my bad days. Clearly. But I am going to College, going to therapy, taking my meds and seeing my kids and friends when I can. I just saw my best friend today and we had a great visit. I think I need to pat myself on the back and not get so down that it isn’t perfect. I don’t think I need to change.

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