I still think a lot I find… 4 months on meds and the relief is still poor…I am on my feet ok but I would really like a peace of mind. I even prefer not to have thoughts but not this- always thinking bad and be anguished about the future… were you like this guys? your antipsychotic helped you on this? my ill friend also think too much when they are manic but they think positively so they dont suffer on this aspect…maybe its still too soon - 4 months on meds for me… without meds I even start to vomit because its not human my thinking… only negative 
. I already believe in something better but the problem is that I am sick since too many years and the relief will come slower for me that for others I guess.
thanks in advance for your answers 