Mine are very weird… they’re hard to describe. I usually feel like my mind and body are being controlled, and I also feel very uncomfortable and agitated in very strange ways. Sometimes I go into a stupor and stare at the ceiling for a long time, sometimes my teeth chatter uncontrollably and my eyelids keep falling shut, and sometimes I sort of move uncontrollably. My “soul” and consciousness also get altered: it’s like my energy, vibration, thinking, and perception shift around, often pretty dramatically. Finally, I get assaulted by images, voices, and energetic sensations that confuse/trick me about what’s going on.
I’ve also had the demon/demons mess with my head before…sometimes it feels like they drug me so I can’t fight back as well…my head gets all weird…I’ve also had to deal with forced images in my head.
All of it sucks. I’m sorry you have to deal with it.
That’s when you need to turn the tables on these creatures. back in 1981 I started sensing things around and drew them. the cloaked demons that lurked in shadows. originally it had a bright sword, then they started carrying what I called ‘phantom axes.’ the axes glowed blue like the sword Sting in Lord of the rings. When the demon threw one at you it came like a fast blue fireball…like something you’d see on an acid trip. It would freak you out for a second but basically the energy passed right through you.
I wrote these beings into some stories back then but in my stories the axes could kill people when thrown, then return to the demon like a boomerang.
the black flapping things accompanied the demon, but often these were seen by themselves. I drew one in the upper right of the demon picture if you can see it in the shadows there.
Anyways, the axes and swords and stuff are just energy and they make them visible to try and scare you… I found if you shield yourself with an energy shield…(shield of faith) it can deflect the attacks or even absorb the energy cast by the demon and transform it. If you are adept you can then utilize the energy cast by the demon against the demon… some of this you have to visualize with creative visualization, then use the power of thought to manifest what you visualize…make sure the energy you cast is not reabsorbed by the demon and used by him…
The energy cast by the demon does seem to be able to rearrange your soul as you say, so what you need to do is rearrange the energy…I find it better in my opinion to USE it rather than just deflect it and it go back to the demon, or else go off somewhere else and hit someone unawares.
If you leave yourself open without Light the demon can control, it can even possess in some cases. A horrible feeling when he gets a foothold. You do not seem to be yourself, like another intelligence gets in there.
It is vitally important to gain power over the demon, and his weapons and allies (the black flapping shadow things).
Jesus gives power over this stuff, but it’s real spiritual warfare… one often must learn from experience over time. Gods angels protect so you have allies too…they too battle the demon.
the demon: (My friend at the time told me he saw these too…)
The phantom axe looked like this and glowed with a blue aura
the axe/energy coming at you looks something like this and is fast…
That’s interesting to know… my experiences with energy are usually just shifts within myself, but it’s interesting to hear other people deal with weird energetic stuff too!
I still have hallucinations on it, and I’m on a high dosage. It makes me zombie eat at night, and I don’t know how to explain the other ones. It does help w/the length of psychosis, but It just doesn’t feel right. It’s better than the other options though for right now. Everyone is different though.