I drew these the first week of my active phase of psychosis. The plain skull has kanji translating to “survival”, representing me before schizophrenia.
The ninja skull has kanji meaning “pain” which is significant because in my prodromal phase, i was learning krav maga and conditioning intensely often injuring myself lifting weights, preparing for ROTC.
The final drawing has kanji meaning “rage” which represents my full blown insanity, paranoia and distrust of everything and everyone.
I lost my creativity due to my medication, but I hope to add one more skull, the “on meds” skull. I will probably upload it in a couple weeks, im on break before next semester.