I think I was one, not anymore though. I wrote threatening things about ISIS on a memo I had on my phone. Unless my phone was hacked, I don’t think anyone saw it. But I still feel it was hacked. There were a lot of weird things that happened when I was on adderall like people talking to me who I thought were terrorists and a lot of weird things.
Phones do get hacked, but chances your phone got hacked are not high, and for the government to have hacked your phone or someone else to hack your phone n pass it on to the government is so unlikely that you are better off not worrying.
Adderall is one of those medications that can trigger delusions and make you paranoid.
I’m just freaking out that I’m not schizophrenic. I read someone wrote that it’s like Alcoholic Anonymous of course they won’t support mind control theories. What if for me this is all real?
@flowers20 . Please seek the appropriate medical help. You are repeating the same thing endlessly which is a pretty good sign you have some serious problems with your thoughts. These thoughts aren’t normal and a reason why you need to seek some help.
It doesn’t matter the diagnosis. What matters is medications to help you get out of this endless loop. It really is affecting your function if this same narrative occupies your thoughts.
I feel the moral thing to do is to kill myself knowing that they will take me away and use me to plot assassinations of others in North Korea. What to do? I feel like this is the only way God would forgive me.
If you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a crisis intervention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.
I just forgot to think the telepathy wasn’t real and got stuck into thinking this. I’m not suicidal so sorry for that. It’s just a book I read had telepathy and the character had it and was mentally ill. I partially thought it was real because of that. But it was a fictional book. What should I make of that book? It’s bugging me now.
And people know when family members died, it’s a kind of telepathy. So when I thought my family members died, but they didn’t they were still there, I think they’re clones now. But I have to tell myself there are no clones, but that still doesn’t make sense to me. I feel like this is all real, I made up my problems, and I’m not schizophrenic. I post on yahoo answers but they don’t reply back. To try to get more neutral answers.