I keep having this delusion where time traveling psychopaths are following me and wanting me to join them. I don’t want to for all the bad things they do including murder.
I don’t know how to handle this. But when I ignore them it just gets worse for me.
I was obsessed about the movie butterfly effect. I’m glad that obsession went away. At one point I really wanted to change the past, and thought it was possible.
No! I didn’t. My delusions consisted mostly of being stuck in a experiment run by cruel people. I even confronted some people about it. It’s really embarrassing in hindsight.
If you have these delusions you need to up your meds or change meds. I tried most of the atypicals until I noticed that zyprexa was the only med that worked. I gained weight but I think it’s a small price to pay to not being a nut job.
I used to believe touching things would imprint my thoughts on it like a wall or something and people in the future would be able to read my thoughts from the wall. It was dumb.
I thought the government implanted specialized cameras into my retinas while i was sleep to watch my every move through my own perspective. no privacy bro. it used to make so much sense it was the only answer " theres no way im wrong about this" !!
I’ve never had time traveler delusions. It must be scary. My delusions are usually that my death will save the world or some variation of that. Once i thought that i would become an omniscient black hole when i died and would be able to save humanity from itself. It was ridiculous but i felt so IMPORTANT when i believed it.
Recently I had a minor delusion about time travel. I woke up one morning and saw my alarm clock indicating it was 8:30 A.M. time passed and next I saw it was around 9 AM. I fell asleep, woke up and it was 8:30 A.M. again. I could have sworn I had seen it past 9 AM. It even felt like I got an extra bit of sleep. There was a feeling of light and it felt like everything went back 20 to 30 minutes or so. It felt real. That’s pretty much the only recent delusion I’ve had about time travel.
Before I had delusions that in the future our digital footprint could be seen by future people like an online archive or something. The notion also had something to do with machine sentience. Anyway, I don’t know but it felt real enough.