You hear of illness everyday such as depression, cancer, diabetes, bipolar, etc, but what ridiculousness is this I mean really? from hearing Tvs telling you messages, from aliens having surgery on you, demons screaming in your head, neighbors and the government spying on you. Believing your a god. Having 24/7 insults etc. The ■■■■ type of illness is this really? I know it can be considered mental insanity, not to be downputting of anyone, but Jesus Christ. Your whole world and perception of the world is seen through lenses as such. Swooped into another world of a never ending dark imagination playground. But it’s not just the words and ideas I speak, the whole experience, state of mind is so much more different then what others would think of it, and what I remembered sanity to be like. Guess that’s how the world works though. Just sitting here pondering on it, Jesus, this illness surely is a step into a wild prison of mind. What a different world I see through these eyes of madness. Much respect to you guys suffering through this.
Its such a weird disease isn’t it. To be hearing commentary in your head. And then there are 3-5 different types of symptoms. Schizophrenia is a really strange illness. And on top of that the doctors have hardly any clue how to treat it.
I guess it can be classified as a overactive imagination, yeah it really is weird I ought to say.
But how some people get vivid visual hallucinations, others see nothing. Some people get terrible negative symptoms others don’t have any. It’s so unpredictable how the disease will present. So my hell is different from your hell, or for some people the symptoms are even pleasant. And it’s impossible to consistently predict who will go through what.
Yes we are all going through different experiences of it. Its just one of those illnesses, that definitely has such its own side to it if you know what I mean. Supposably there was a study done around the world, and the results came back as schizophrenic delusions and symptoms are in similar categories.
Yeah everyone has to deal with different symptoms and we don’t get that diversity on this forum bcoz so many of the really symptomatic ppl can’t use a website like this. It’s really sad isn’t it.
Yes. This illness makes you lose a lot more than just your mind. It’s is upsetting that people go through this, and many do not have the resources they need for help. It’s definetly a struggle to get by with this illness, but we are not alone in this struggle.
At least now you realize how ridiculous it is. Good sign. Keep it up!