My husband said to me tonight that I’m not behaving normally, that over last few days I’ve been aggressive and bossy and ignoring him. And that I scare him. He wanted to even ask about me going to hospital but I said no not with covid and that I will take extra amisulpride to help me.
I told him I feel like my thoughts stopping in middle of sentences and that I feel like a runaway train without brakes. Like I’m unstoppable. But thoughts not racing much at moment. I just feel careless and reckless. Wanted to laugh at lot. And been going to bed at 2am every night.
Wtf is wrong with me? I was so upset at myself for forgetting to phone the pdoc’s office today. Had to set an alarm on my phone to remind me.
I feel like I’m unravelling slowly…take that amisulpride…take it…take it…