Had nightmares all night and couldn’t sleep.
This morning I had a pdoc appointment and got very anxious about it.
Which is unusual.
Now I just feel, strange.
Kind of depressed,
Hearing my voices,
Keep thinking I see something in the corner of my eye.
Was very suspicious of my husband this morning.
Still am a little bit.
I don’t know what’s going on.
My son’s birthday is days away,
And I’ll admit that always messes me up,
But in a different way.
Maybe this time of year is just getting worse for me.
I thought his birthday would be easier over time but it’s just not.
Still, could be unrelated.
I’m not sure.
Regardless, I want it to get better.
I don’t like feeling this way.