I feel misunderstood and hopeless as life is just not giving up in throwing problems one after the other. I feel tired. when i try to correct things around me, nobody seems to understand or care. I feel like I am drowning.
I am also angry as I have had enough. I want to tell them to visit a doctor and get treated as I am done being mistreated. but they wont listen. i have been trying and I am tired.
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Hi friend try to convience ur parents…!!! Btw are u from India…??? God bless…!!! And happy Holi…!!!
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You have enough pressure having this illness so try to talk to a psychiatrist convincing your parents that its enough for you and you can’t take it anymore,
If your parents don’t believe you then let a psychiatrist tell them,
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I have been trying to control my problem with meditation. and I have been okay. I have seen what medication does to people. I have seen this in my family. everyone calls them crazy and people dont want to have association with them cos they are on medication. I cant burden my parents with these issues as they have suffered becos of my sister and brother so much. My sister’s marriage broke due to her disease. Brother isnt settled no career no marriage…all due the the disease…i cant do this to my parents. I am their only hope, the only one who is married and settled (at least to them). i am stuck.
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What is ur diagnosis @Tanushree…!!!
Paranoid Sczhizophrenia.
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Which medication do u take …!!! I am on risridal 3mg and qutapine 25mg…!!! Its great u are married… have u got kids…!!!
no medicine…and no kids. I just meditate and do some yoga and thats been enough for me. I am a very successful careerwoman too. I am able to manage my household chores effectively. I do struggle with confrontations and so prefer to socialise as less as possible.
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I read self help books a lot. that also helps me remain grounded. but sometimes nothing seems to help.
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What symptom bothers you the most?
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U must have good coping skills then…!!! U remind me of actress tanushree dutta…!!! Are u as beautiful as actress tanushree dutta…!!!
What kind of meditation do u do…!!! Do u know about osho…!!! He has all form of meditation from active to passive…!!! I think u dont work right…???
I find it very hard to forgive people who wrong me and therefore I keep reliving those moments in my own mind. As a result I make up scenarios where I assume things like what they are talking or doing to hurt me. And I only end up suffering even more. I know that I am the only one who is doing this. they dont even know whats happening to me. But I find it hard to come out of this imaginary world. Its like, I want to hurt myself and keep hurting myself more and more.
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I am average looking and I am okay with it. How is this relevant?
I practice Pranayam and Yoga and a couple of more meditations my guru taught me. I am a working woman.
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I am also often accused of being over sensitive …or of …thinking too much.
Okay its good to know that u can work… only handfull of people with Sz can work…!!! I cant work either…!!! Are u based on mumbai…!!! Lot of personal info i ask… not necessary to reply tho…!!
no. please dont ask for personal information. I am not comfortable with it. I dont mean to offend anyone here but your questions and statements are making me very uncomfortable. I joined this site because in needed advice and thats it.
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Its okay tanu…!!
I cant believe I am doing this as I joined this site to seek help myself.
I am sure you are a good person. Try to make friends with people your own age, meditate and do things that make you happy. Celebrate what God has given you. A support group site is not a place to indulge in conversations like these. I pray to God for your well being. May you live happily and be as healthy as you can be. May you always find peace and friendship.
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I am sorry @Tanushree…!!! U have a lovely day… !!! Take care…!!!
I think every human have had this and many others have it yet, haven’t you seen people talking to themselves? They are living in a scenario too, we want to ready ourselves to fight those who disrespect us or wreak those who betrayed us, this is a coping mechanism which is wrong cause it does more harm than help, you should practice patience, like a professional warrior who receives many wounds but remains ready and silent until the right time comes,
Whenever this comes to you stop it if you can and sometimes let it be,
Always letting it be or always suppressing it are both harmful,
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