Guys. I didn’t take my stupid AP last night because I am so paranoid that it’s poisoned. Now I think the color purple is injecting me with thoughts when I go to sleep. I hate myself for not taking it but I get SO stressed at med time that I usually am compliant anyways (last night was the first time in years that I haven’t taken a med), but sometimes the thoughts are too much.
Does anyone else struggle with this or have any thoughts?