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DX'd - Sz/SzA
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I’ve missed a couple of doses these last weeks. How much will that effect me? More than a couple. About 1/5 of the doses. I forget to take them even with my pillbox, alarm and app to remind me.

How great are the chanses that the secret service is on my tail? They are checking me up for suspicious activities. I have no suspicious activities I know of. But I still know they are checking me up. They will get me fired from my work. That terrifies me.

I am also afraid my pdoc reads on here. I’ve tried to keep a low profile. But I need to write something. I’m afraid to write too much. I’ve quit my appointments with my psychologist and pdoc. I need to see the nurse once in a while because she say so. I tell her I feel perfect, then I get no questions.

I feel lost, stressed out, confused and afraid.

Help?

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This morning the voices told me I don’t need meds. I struggled to take them anyway.

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You seem to be delusional. Talk to your pdoc. He will help you.

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Can you get your husband to help you take your meds?

Make a new appointment with your psychiatrist, and be honest with them, regardless of what the voices tell you to do.

The secret service isn’t watching you, that’s a delusion . Trust me.

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I’m glad you were still able to take your meds. I would definitely try to get some help with making sure you’re taking them every day. It seems to be affecting you quite a bit. Good luck.

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Don’t let this get any worse Comatose, I think you should tell your nurse the truth.

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Feeling better now. Have not missed any doses since last week. Been very careful not to miss them.

I was so unfocused last week. I was so sure I had taken my meds but I had not.

I have a pdoc appointment in 3 weeks. First avalible time.

I think I was sleeping too little. Maybe that made me unfocused.

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Its great to see you back on the forum, even if it was the paranoia that was keeping you away. You’re contribution is always valuable.

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