I mean every thought thinking about it dwelling on it leading to all possibilities how he’s going to make you life hell??
I used to think that my psychiatrist was power tripping by putting me on a court order, but since I had the order rescinded, my relationship with him is voluntary. I need meds, and he provides them. He’s just trying to look out for my well being.
No it’s not normal @bobbilly.
It’s becoming an obsession.
Maybe it’s time for a med adjustment or change.
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No it’s not normal. It’s a sign of psychosis/paranoid thinking. You might need a med adjustment or change like @Wave was saying. I think you’re meds are pretty low, right?
Unless it’s obvious like he/she says something or others say something, it’s probably all in your head.
And no, no one is gas-lighting you.
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nevermind 151515151515
Was my post deleted or did I accidentally delete it. I didn’t mean to offend anyone.
I’m pretty sure it wasn’t delated, it would of taken longer to delete then it was.
Huh weird. Well like I said it is not necessarily normal but for some people it can be for people to be suspicious. Maybe a medication check or it could be a phase like I had with my therapist.
I’ve know him 5 years
Wow then that’s not really normal then. I have the same problems I just try to get past them. I try to think opposite of what my mind tells me.
Its hard for me because I’m nearly convinced I have nothing wrong with me.
I tried that. It may have worked, but it would drive me nuts now. I liked socratic questioning when it came to my matrix delusion. I thinks it is real, but it doesn’t dominate my life. Things trigger me. If I stay away from those types of beliefs, I do okay. You are what you consume.
i personally feel a lot of doctors are wrong in many ways and subjects just like every human… and if u do not trust ur doc… maybe try to find another that u feel more trust and caring regard with…
My honest feelings are is that big pharma is a business . and there is good and bad in such.
I take meds yes but i cannot rely on others fears depicting my lifestyle and demanding which meds i take without caring explanation.
we need wish no harm on anyone and not be aggressive but rather speak lovingly with tact.
i hope u feel cared for by ur doctor … n if u do not… i believe u should have the right to state such nicely n perhaps seek care where u feel more care to exist… we all need care and carefulness… imo… please be safe <3 <3 <3
England is different to USA, you can’t choose your pdoc. If a pdoc is out to get you (like mine, I’m his special chosen) you can’t change and you sound paranoid if you speak about it (although you are certain and you know he is reading here)
idk… its possible he is… but just be cool and build a trusted network perhaps… so you can rely on self care … the goal is to be healthy … yea? so a network that calls good or bs on our fiction should be necessity in friendships… n i honestly trust my friends before many doctors in all honesty… but i dont want u to trip either… cuz idk the whole scene…
try not to sweat it… if ur ok n things are copacetic overall… we should count our good in life it seems to me too
i know art n humor help me get past worries 
I’ve been isolated for so long. I have one friend but he isn’t no support.
I know the problem is this one pdoc ( I know he is reading here) to discredit me. My whole support team is reading this to discredit me.
i know, friends are hard to find often in life… is there anywhere u can get involved in productive activity? … like helping a soup kitchen to feel better esteem n take ur mind off worries?
i dont think many would go out of their way to do that Sir … if there are fears some have of us neglecting our responsibilities… we need to be more caring n understanding n compassionate to comfort others … at times … by doing good with our time n proving we are contributing to our society… then they chill usually… cuz most want to see us contribute good things … it seems to me