Hi there. I generally avoid consuming drugs for reasons that are about to be apparent, but I have dabbled in marijuana a few times. This has not happened every time, but most times that I have smoked marijuana have resulted in intense screaming and crying, sometimes lasting for hours. I’ll frequently be convinced that my internal organs have ruptured and I am bleeding to death or my bones are broken or my friends are eating me or I’m being sexually assaulted or something of that nature.
I have SZA and I guess I was wondering: is this normal? Has anyone else with SZ or SZA experienced anything like this on marijuana? I am not currently being medicated, could this have something to do with it? Either way, I am never smoking again, unless of course I get depressed and self destructive, but hopefully even then I won’t.