I always think this means it is used for surveillance - you know so they can park anywhere. This is nothing new for me. Have had these thoughts for years.
I used to think every car that passed by my house was watching and listening to what I said or did. Then there would be people in the forests surrounding my house and this was re-enforced because I could hear the neighbors talking about something else but of course I had to think it was about me.
Now every time I go outside I have to face that delusion. It’s pretty strong to last this long. I only had these thoughts for a short while now. Hopefully it gets better with time and meds.
I always think people are driving by my house in a suspicious manner. I have two kinds of impulses (I couldn’t think of another word to call them). There are the kind that I let go because they are generally innocuous and there are the kind I try to work my way out of. The slow driving one is one I work towards negating.
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