I am getting sensitive to it. I used to be socially very cruel.
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What do you mean, like hurting people?
I once told a friend that I wasn’t going to invite a girl to my party and the girl could hear me. That could really hurt.
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That sounds like highschool bs, I think everyone has done something like that when their young. I did one awful thing when I was like 18 and I never stopped feeling guilty but I garuntee theyre waaaay over it
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My advice, which may not help or sound dumb, is you have to remind yourself we have a severe illness in our brain that causes mixed emotions and paranoia. Try to remind yourself it’s in your head
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It was junior high. Years later, I was still avoiding her glance until she approached me when we were home from college. She knew I still felt bad about it and gave me forgiving concern. She was the better person.
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She’s forgiving. I really don’t think you should hold onto that guilt tho it causes a lot of stress
I kept wondering why I wanted to hurt her. Jealousy, I guess.
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we’ve all made mistakes forgive youself @PinCushion ! that was so long ago, we’re all the same dont beat yourself up
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It’s all good. I tormented someone once. Not like physically but well I was just a junkie and I wanted someone to feel pain how I felt. Idk… just try to forgive your self homie
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