I am 50/50 and very conflicted
But sounds like they have made a clinical decision that I don’t need their help any more
They want to write up a plan but I don’t want to do that
No one bothered to call me and calm me down and it has escalated to this without even speaking
I guess I made my bed and now I have to sleep in it
you were in hospital? I had no idea, sorry to hear man
You ok dude? What’s going on?
No discharge from community rehab team back to GP
I guess careful what you wish for
The support has limits
The only card I have is pulling the plug on the clozapine
I’m fairly certain I may have been taken off my CMHT books too.
Do you feel like I did it was self inflicted?
Kinda had high expectations but got let down
When you are in a rehab team and ask what rehab they’re doing and get nothing kinda makes the whole arrangement on a shaky foundation
I think mine has been partly self inflicted yes. I mean I wouldn’t accept a male case worker.
To be honest I’m not really that bothered. As long as my depot has been switched to pills and passed on to my GP. It’s due in about 2.5 weeks and I’ve heard nothing about having it. So I’m assuming they have passed it on.
I hope what ever happens things can tick over nicely
Not sure about you but I found dealing with them a net contributor to higher stress levels
I missed a call from the GP and haven’t had a depot text. I think because of switching to tablets I may have been removed from the CMHT too
I hope you can get through to them to find out
I sent an email trying to see if this can be sorted
Did not tell them that I will come off clozapine but that will happen if it falls apart
Tried to explain to them how intense things have been for a few weeks now
Didn’t want to be accused again of making clinical threats at this stage
Congratulations don’t go back
Managed to pull back from the brink
Everything back to normal
How we laughed about how many times we’ve been in that situation
Self inflicted pain
I have to take diazepam before work each day for a week to see if it helps
I was discharged from my community mental health team about a year ago or something. After being with one since i was 17. They are stretched thin with resources and staff etc.
i wouldnt attempt to cut meds without the help of a qualified dr, I tried to do it when i was discharged back to my GP and (it was partly my fault) i fell into psychosis again 
i was really hoping my mind was healed. i still think the latest attempt could have been easier with a good sleep med (which i had) but couldn’t take at the time, i blame my last psychosis on insomnia
My daughter insisted I have regular contact with the CMHT, and not be taken off their books. So it’s depot every 3 months. Ditto phone check up. Felt mentally bad latter half of Monday. Woke up Tuesday to chills and aches. 13x to the toilet for a pee. Probable UTI. The mind - body connection? Generally though my psych symptoms aren’t high on the priority list. Without including currently seeing sleep nurse it’s about 4-5 hours contact a year.