is anybody else looking forward to Christmas?
Christmas use to be a bad time of the year for me but i would always try and make the best out of a bad situation, i was hospitalized at Christmas a couple of times which i deeply regret because it must have ruined it for others i guess, but i like to think they were happy i was getting help and just enjoyed themselves anyway, i did get some visits tho i am very happy about that, idk what i would have done if no-one had visited me.
this year however i am stable and i feel pretty good, i want to make it the best Christmas ever, i’m going to make Black current and ginger wine from the yu-lade i bought and give it to friends and family (its non-alcoholic btw) so dont worry and it tastes amazing, i am going to get a holly wreath for my front door i cant wait and i cant wait to put the Christmas tree up somewhere. and i will also be attending some Christmas services in the area and in the run up to it :), i have written out some cards for friends and family too,
what do you usually do around Christmas