Here’s to you finding your niche. Don’t go through years of isolation and withdrawal. It will erase all social skills even if you were savvy before. Being a little awkward with people now, I believe, will lead to becoming an object later on. I could be wrong, though.
i tried my synagogue but it is a hello and goodbye story there. at work it is nasty often to me especially and it makes me wonder if it is worth trying anywhere.
socially i mean.
also i find that all the nastiness in my life is making me a bit nasty inside in return.