I just want to apologize for my posts the past few days, I’m starting to realize how off I’ve actually been.
I rant and ramble, am unreachable. Lost in my own thoughts, writing off the cuff to better process, streamline, and work through the racing thoughts.
I feel a lot of shame for my actions. For…being sick? I can’t be easy to be around sometimes, and I’m sure it’s hard to live with me. I know sometimes it’s hard living with myself.
I want to thank everyone who’s ever tried to help me, your efforts have been appreciated, somewhere deep inside.
My apologies to anyone I’ve ever triggered with my posts, that’s not my intentions.
I’ll try to be better, I know I can be. Need to be stronger…
I want to apologize too, sincerely and not as a reflection, I have been posting wildly, reflecting myself, selfishly and to the point, it is because I fear for my future at times, feel free to post feed back telling me the worth of my posts, are they valuable or selfish, informative or disruptive, helpful or problematic, in my delusional reality I believe they are appreciated, but not by everybody