80%… that’s how I would guess. Whispers, single words on a good day, livable. Breakthroughs of the crowd picking on me when stressed or tired. Nina still visits, but she’s been happy. Angels will always be with me I think, always watching. Still not convinced I’m not a 5th dimensional being trapped in a flesh prison.
I’ll always have questions that can’t be answered I fear. But I’m coming to terms. Zyprexa has been good for me, it’s helped a lot, and the side effect profile is much better than risperidone for me.
The wedding has been put on hold for now, but my fiancée and I are as strong as ever. I’m happy to have love in my life.
Still work my daily chores when I can, try to keep the house going. Music and video games are my hobbies when I can.
Symptoms come and go, but I’m trying to beat them, I can’t give up the fight, it’s not in my namesake. I struggle at times, and can’t handle some things, but I try.
Wishing all of you a happy day, in a safe place full of love.