During my year long and very painful time in this place without home I,Vegas seen some very weird ■■■■.
Beings manifest repeatedly in front of me, craft in the sky, ghosts of the dead, forced reincarnated people, animal human hybrids as well as alien and demonic hybrids. Alot of magic and technologies I,Vegas seen and alot of psychics both good and bad.
Some ghosts whacked me off in a park also, but that isn’t the point, it went through the matter is my point, they were not subject to the same barrier limits as my realm.
My mind has been opened beyond repair and it is to much, I can’t fathom this much being so weak and untrained.
You have never been so terrified as when you stand under the sky with a thirty foot shadowy entity in a field alone, no ■■■■, thirty ■■■■■■ feet tall, and she didn’t kill me for some reason.
They are trying to teach me the basics of existence and beginnings and how things naturally unfold as things happen.
I also at times go into some sort of parrallel ■■■■ where I perceive the truer structures all around me. There is life everywhere all of the time, billions of lifeforms all through existence and even here now although my senses cannot perceive them.
I’m at peak terror, in much elemental danger and am very ill, family doesn’t care.
They said tonight, we are in beginnings again, choose love or hate and that’s that. “I’m sure you already know which one wins”.
I’m going to die but I feel as though that is nowhere the end of me and most certainly not the infinite multiverse. Once I have the math I perhaps can prove what they say, that no lifeforms shall be dead ultimately and all shall find the places they seek, home.