Others can work full time but I can’t work at all since I doubled my risperidone dose. I was able to work while having positive symptoms. I wonder if the sz torture is worth it if I can work.
I was paranoid of people and left all my friends but I was able to work. Now on double the dose I can’t work but no paranoia and I hangout with my friends almost daily, I am much more social and talk more, sucks I can’t have both
I agree, life is not fair.
Being mentally ill fu-cking sucks.
It could be worse though. There’s innocent 5 year olds who have brain cancer.
I tried hanging out with a friend when I was working on half the dose but I left the coffee shop after 5min, my friend got mad because I left him alone. I felt like everyone was reading my thoughts and watching me so I couldn’t stay. i thought that friend was fake and that he was using me but now I realise its paranoia.
I’m working but hardest thing for me is finding work that offers fulltime not part time work.
I miss having a job without it I feel useless and a loser, I hate wasting my time, time is money
Have you tried to do dog sitter type of app.
You’re able to run if you want and I can’t. If I could run I would run 10 km a day.
I want to go back working in accounting or video games testing
I am the only one among my friends who doesn’t work, they keep telling me to find a job. I feel inferior to them
Maybe volunteer
Baby steps first
I want to get paid not work for free
Volunteer work can be a gateway to a paying job
Finding a job is not the problem, I can find one if I want, the problem is that I can’t work since doubling my risperidone dose
Does it turn you into a brick or sedate you too much?
Yes I stay in bed a lot i sleep a lot
I’m sorry I have no useful advice.
Yea idk why I keep making these threads as even my drs can’t help me @Airparticle
Your meme just made me shoot green tea out my nose.