For some time now, people have thought that they are being watched and recorded. Others then look down upon them as though they are fools, and then say that it is all in your head, you silly silly stupid person. You are clearly mentally ill.
Then…Snowden, 29, said he just wanted the public to know what the government was doing.
“Even if you’re not doing anything wrong you’re being watched and recorded,” he said.
Hidden cameras. Mind reading. People conspiring. That I’ve hurt someone really bad. I’m in a coma and will wake one day and the life I have now will be gone. I’m dying. People are controlling me. People are aiming things at me and sending me messages.
I go through the samething. But also have an internal voice of an old friend that listens and comments on my thoughts. I feel he hears all my thoughts and I have no privacy. What bothers me is cowards like him can hide behind my MI and attacks me while I am suppose to just sit there and take it.
I don’t think I have delusions? I am concerned my care team have secret folders on me/withholding information from me. I obsesses about them knowing I’m special and denying me my true purpose. In fact I am convinced they are keeping secret information on me although my nurse has shown his pretence he is being open with me showing me my medical/doctors notes.
I believe that there are some chosen people, including me of course, who are turning into androids/cyborgs. This is happening against our consent I might add.
I believed that the t.v. show Supernatural was based on two real life brothers and I would meet them someday because I had turned into a monster they hunted. I should note I don’t believe this dillusion any more.
That the government is using my life as an experiment and I can’t get out of it because it’s all subtle changes each day to see if I notice and if I notice and try and get out they are gonna change something else like mostly the dimensions of my room or people around me are pretending to keep the experiment alive. Also that there is always someone who can see me no matter where i reckon it’s my neighbour but I can’t react because they will know I know and just change their camera angle honestly it’s claustrophobic. Also water is poisoned by the government
I had that delusion too, of being watched all the time and that my life was some kind of experiment, but my belief of who was doing the watching changed from “the government” to “God and his angels” and that somehow made it less of a concern since they’re way more benevolent than the government.
I don’t believe anyone is experimenting on me but myself, anymore. My life is the product of free will, for better or worse.