Laying in bed thinking of good things about myself

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That’s very rare for me. I know I give myself credit for working etc. But I usually think bad things about myself on a personal level. And being reflective on a deep level is actually rare for me. But I can be in my room and just enjoy the quiet and think of all the good things about myself and just feel good about myself.

The victories, the times that I helped people or was nice or compassionate. Of course I also have to say that I dwell on things like when I outsmarted some strangers at their own game. But being nice makes me happier than scaring someone. After 35 years I am finally getting the peace of mind I’ve been craving for so long.

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That’s great Nick! Hope it’s permanent :slight_smile:

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Me too, thanks Minnii.

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That sounds like fun. Im gonna try it.

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some times i feel good after i do an achievement in my life and it feels great but its hard to think about good things, when i am at a prayer night with my friends i feel myself thinking outside the box and about things in my life, in the quiet the thoughts swim around and try to clear, i keep my fingers crossed they will clear completely one day and i will be truly happy, its like i am trying to make some sense of things.