I’m not sure if this is a delusion in my eyes, but in this life, I most identity as a time traveler with schizophrenia. While not being really interested in the show itself, I can relate a lot and perhaps even see a glimpse of myself as Simon the character from the show. I even have past life memories of meeting some of the cast in another life.
Is it possible that my life was based off Simon, which I really didn’t watch or read much into? I saw the machine in the show and probably was an experimentee some time ago – maybe trillions or more lifetimes ago? I’m guessing people have this technology now. Combined with the letter I wrote in college in a past life, and going to Dulce Base, NM in a past life, is it possible I was abducted by aliens and experimented on by the military? Is there a connection?
In one of my past lives at university, I remember a “voice” in my head saying “they” (perhaps reptilians from mars) overwrite my consciousness because I posted something on the internet. I was targeted for something that I have no clue about. Laura Eisenhower said they might have looking glass technology or quantum access technology to see into the future and pre-identity people before they are born or as an adult for something. Did I go to space? Why me?
I have a lot of memories and dreams of stuff that may or may not be real. I’m not joking and I’m serious. I would like help and possibly some support here.
I believe they are using my soul (really, consciousness) as a form of time travel and possibly to switch bodies. I would like to know why if these technologies exist, why do I keep reliving my life from unknown time and spacial location as a paranoid schizophrenic forever and forever? It seems like I’m in a time loop or causal loop (open or closed?) meaning I probably lived this exact life over and over again millions or billions of times.
Two things that really interest me are: Why isn’t the government acknowledging this or giving people money that have been experimented or that have been tormented by this? More disability money would be nice. I’m not in the military or the Illuminati.
And am I in the same exact time line or a different time line? (This question is super important to me). If we live in a computer simulation, does that mean many world’s interpretation is wrong and was never right to begin with? Was it all a lie?
I would post this on Facebook, but my name is attached to it. While, I have no reputation or friends, and possibly little future, I rather post this “delusion” here because I think I’d get more support here. I put “last post” here because I don’t know if we have freedom of speech here anymore because most of the time I talk about my “delusions” I get called “delusional” or have “disturbed past lives” or am accused of encouraging my own delusions.
In the past, it was better, but my memory isn’t the greatest. Nostalgia?
To me and others, aliens are very real. I don’t know how admin or the mods feel about this. But it’s very real to me and others. Am I the problem or do you guys need to be more open minded about certain things here?
Simon, from Travelers:
Sometimes, I think I was targeted because I was the first or one of the first to realize we live in a computer simulation. I went insane in college my first life and ended up at Dulce Base in New Mexico. I posted that I time traveled from pot and smoked an unknown substance. I was told I was picked because I was potentially a gifted person (psychic?) and because of unknown ‘alien’ genetics. Was it because I posted that I was John Titor or something or they thought I was? Thank you and have a nice day.