Went for a drive. Probably nothing was going on. Does anyone else get fed up with other people and think, 'Hey, f*ck it! I don’t come free. I wasn’t placed here for everybody else to learn about life". I need to learn how to survive too. I’m not as tough as I talk.
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go easy on yourself, you are going to be more stressed because you are moving in a week…
maybe you are feeling angry about that…and that is normal. 
take care 
Yeah, you’re right, I am stressed out. But I moved all my stuff to the new place today. I acted a little confused and apathetic, due to isolation. I let my sisters take charge. I’ve moved successfully and responsibly before. This was the first time I had a problem. I made MANY mistakes but nothing major. I guess major is relative.
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moving is one of the most stressful things you can do…
also remember you have some bad feelings towards why you are moving…
maybe you feel the horrible neighbour should move instead of you…that is a normal feeling…
maybe you feel she should also be punished for what she put you through…that is normal too…
i felt all the above when i left my last place…
you have great sisters…
take care
@77nick77 remember you are better than them…that is what karma is for.
you are kind , wise and strong…more than they will ever be.
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OK, I accept that. But you have to understand how hard it is to stay that way when someone doesn’t even try to hide the fact that they are trying to destroy me. When someone makes it their goal to stamp me out. I’m just an average Joe trying to survive. It doesn’t make sense what’s going on.
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Moving house is up there with the major stressors for normal people, never mind for someone with a mental illness.
Sounds like a paranoid attack to me, probably triggered by a real event that just got blown way out of proportion. If we had tons of friends this wouldn’t even bother us because we know our friends would be there to back us up. Even if just in our thoughts.
I’m sorry you had to move…
I do hope this new place works out for you.
Congratulations on getting this going so quickly.
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