Heya folks.
Things have been good last 4 months. Its kind of wild honestly. I havent had any mood episodes, no psychosis or random glitches, no intrusive images/thoughts. Im just calm and engaged with my environment.
Im legit Level headed, the longest ive been in 15 years.
The only med i take is ritalin ir and concerta for adhd right now which ill probably take indefinitely as it works really well for it for me. I just take a 36mg concerta in morning then add 5mg up to 4 times a day where needed depending how long my day is as a buffer.
I have abilify if things end up going sideways that my pdoc said to add on if I get mood symptoms returning or psychosis.
I still struggle to be productive at work so thats slow progress but I got way nore organized and learned how to plan.
Daily tasks around personal life improved as well.
My pdoc was quite happy with my stability and improvement and also that we found a med that improved my general functioning.
One thing we thought about was possibly all those transcranial magnetic therapy treatments i did caused some sort of brain plasticity changes over the longterm. Who knows. I did around 100 treatments at a research facility.
So although im vigilant about symptoms returning as ive always been hypervigilant about it for keeping insight best I can, I am optomistic about the future.
Ive been learning a lot about treating executive dysfunction, learning about ai tools and how to apply them for fun and for business stuff, and ive recently been getting back into sim racing for fun.
I might not be on the forum as much but ill def pop my head in. Just a bit busier these days.
My pdoc asked me if I ever shared my experiences with psychosis with anyone and i said yes ive contributed to a forum and its also been great for me too for relating to what others have been through. We talked about how patients dont really know anyone else thats dealing with psychosis in ‘real life’ because it just doesnt get talked about due to stigma or whatever.
Anyhoo just thought id write an update.
Cheers
Level