Going to all groups
Talking to other patients (not even shaking)
Am now on ativan 1mg twice daily and 10 mg olanzapine twice daily.
Im not as tired as i thought id be. I feel happy and calm. Like i know what to do to move forward, which i blame ocd type symptoms for making me stare at a wall all day. So thank you ativan.
Idk, i really hope this feeling and thought space stays. May have just found the combo that works for me.
I take the vyvanse for adhd and negative/cognitive symptoms. It does increase risk. However after 3 years of being on and off prescribed amphetamines, ive found that being on one equals someone who can recovery vs when off, someone who is very low functioning. Varies quite a bit person to person. Surprisingly amphetamine is prescribed quite a bit for schizophrenics, especially those of clozaril (apparently).