Started feeling suicidal. Need a meds change. Going for help.
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Feeling suicidal is never good. Hopefully you get the help you need !
I’m glad you’re being proactive about caring for yourself. Good vibes your way. 
they originally put me on a 51-50 hold, then changed their mind when I agreed to contract for safety. I don’t feel safe though. They made my husband promise not to leave my side until I see the pdoc again on Tuesday. When I saw the pdoc today she upped my Zoloft to 200mgs. She’s really hoping that wills top these thoughts of wanting to die. Now I suffer and wait for the meds to kick in. If I get worse I’m supposed to go to the ER so they can get me to the nearest open hospital.
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Oh no so sorry @Leaf
Did you recently change meds?
Hope you feel better. Every time I have anxiety I leave everything and just do some me time. Focus on your breathing. Breathe in then out. Count your breaths. Take a bath, eat something delicious.
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Everything is going to be okay leaf . Will be thinking of you. ️
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Getting help was the best thing you could’ve done. I’ve been in the hospital for suicide thinking, too – a couple of years ago. It’s worse if you don’t have family, which you do, thankfully. Hang in there.
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I’m relaxing now, preparing for the next big wave. Hopefully this meds change will work fast. I’ve felt effects from ssris immediately in the past. So I start tonight with the larger dose, realistically it takes a few days to start to change anything. Crap that’s along time to fight these feelings and urges. I’m not relaxing well.
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I’m sorry @Leaf!
Hope you start feeling better soon!
Stay in close contact with your doctor.
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