im 36. i started taking antipsychotics at age 11. i live on probably a diet of an average of 70% chips and candy from ages of 12-36. I drink about a gallon of diet coke a day. i am addicted to the internet. i get no sunshine. my diet is crap. i hardly move around. im afraid im dying. if im not now i will before old age i think. im scared of what ive done to myself. im afraid its too late.
its really hard because i lack motivation but im scared of what is coming for me.
I used to drink a ton of soda. I loved cherry coke when they put it out. I loved kettle cooked chips, and regular chocolate. Pizza was sooo good. It’s hard to give up.
If you have a bit of extra money, I recommend two books (they’re for seniors, but I think they’d be good for a younger person who has health issues…sometimes it’s good to think outside the box). These books have helped me. I’m not a senior, but am 49 and out of shape. Really out of shape. Motivation with SZ is not strong. There’s an accountability thread for Exercise on this site that can help us. I’m going to use it more often. Let me go find the link.
im not drinking anymore diet cokes…no more. and im gonna start having green juice, and stop the fried foods, chips, and candy…i still havent quite nailed down what im gonna do but im gonna think more on it today and i got my food stamps finally so im gonna figure it out and prob go to the store this evening