I've failed

I’m going to the hospital. I keep letting stuff bother me. I’m becoming more and more depressed. Well,love y’all. Rox

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My bf telling me to stay home. Don’t go. I guess I’m not going.

You have to do what’s right for you, sweetheart. You’re so reluctant to go to the hospital that if you say it’s time, you’re certainly right.

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I’ll just cry myself to sleep.

Do you want to talk about it?

Only you know what is best for you. If you think you should go, maybe you should go

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People yell at me all day upstairs neighbors.i don’t eat hardly. I went out today and got called everything on the world. Idk what the hell is going on. I tried not letting it bother me. Apparently the bipolar shits been going on for five hours.

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Go. Ignore bf1212

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Roxanna, first thing: none of the things you’re hearing the voices say are true. You know who you are, and it’s not what the voices say. And no one deserves to listen to that all day long, every day. But you’re such a sweet, funny, kind person that it makes me really mad that it’s happening to you.

I can’t blame you for letting it get to you. I can’t imagine having to fight that fight without relief. Do you know how much I admire you? You’re immensely strong. You’re in a situation that few people could tolerate, but you get up every morning and try again.

Even though you’re strong, though, it’s okay to get help. I really want you to go to the hospital and let them help you. I know you wouldn’t say you needed to go if you weren’t in crisis, so go, please. Let them take care of you.

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While you probably know what’s best for you, boyfriend could be right. Flip a coin I guess. You could even flip a coin everyday until you feel better! Purely unscientific and could cause arthritis, repetitive stress syndrome and wailing. Do not attempt coin flip at home. See professional if symptoms persist more than three days.

Going to the hospital doesn’t mean you failed. It means you’re smart enough to ask for help. I hope you go.

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Don’t let that bf dominate you. You might need a break from him, too. It’s not failure, it’s stepping up to the plate.

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It’s too late for me

It’s not to late for you! But the longer you put it off, the harder it’s going to be. Who cares what your bf thinks? If you go to the hospital, we’ll all still be here for you. I love you sweetie :heart:

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It’s certainly not. Go get help! This isn’t something to cry yourself to sleep about or be quiet and good about - it’s a medical emergency that needs professional attention!

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I’ve been hearing strangers shout insults at me from cars lately too. I think it’s in my head but I don’t know. @roxanna please get help baby :heart::purple_heart::blue_heart::green_heart:

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It’s not too late for you @roxanna. Please go to the hospital. You deserve to get the care that you need.

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Go to the hospital @roxanna you deserve better…tell your boyfriend that you are really suffering.

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@roxanna. This beautiful crocheted blanket represents all of the hearts you’ve touched in real life and on this forum. Wrap it around your shoulders now so that you feel our love and support for you.

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Your doing the right thing @roxanna ! Hope your better sooner!

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