Paranoia, telepathy, thought insertions, anxiety and dissociation. I’m a mess. Even my fellow volunteers, my best friend and my Spanish tutor are triggers for me right now.
I took a Klonipin 0.5 mg prn and ate a CBD gummy 20 minutes ago. I’m off the phone with my friend. I feel a little bit better now. It always helps to get away from triggers. But with me, everthing and everyone is a potential trigger.
I’m sorry @SkinnyMe
Hopefully you’ll feel better soon.
Try to relax and stay away from triggering activities.
CBD has antipsychotic properties so that might help.
Hope you feel better soon!
Whats your med situation? Are you still on consta? Decrease anything lately?
Hope you feel better man. You should get checked befor you break tho… I know I tried roughing it out and next thing you know I can’t control my body and I drink 1.75 liters of vodka in 15 or so minutes. Don’t really know what happend after that except I was locked up
I’ve been on the same meds, no changes for the past 5 years. And up til recently I have had no issues.
The other night, I was staying in a rented cabin in a state park. And I was having random paranoid thoughts like every 5th to 10th thought was a paranoid thought. I fell asleep anyway.
A day before that, I broke down in tears over an Adele song that my friend sang and played on her guitar to me.
A week before that, I was crying on my friends shoulder over my sister’s terminal cancer diagnosis.
@Wave @Headspark @Thaze @Italy2010.
im sorry to hear that . I mean meds only do so much(for me anyway) and sounds like it’s stress induced. I split from reality if I get stressed or angry. Im not a doctor but I pay close attention to how I behave(kind of a way to cope I guess) but Im not you, we all feel different and have different symptoms. Idk I hope that helps best of luck my friend. And sorry it wouldn’t let me reply. @SkinnyMe
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