I feel like I don’t want to take meds, that perhaps I’m not schizophrenic. I feel too sedated and that my potential is limited. I can’t work on meds as I have no motivation and energy.
Been there too. I heavily disagree that SZ is linked to a dopamine or seratonin problem, which is what these AP’s are basically interacting with. If it were a dopamine problem, I would have known by now.
Instead, I think it is something else and that science has a long ways to go before establishing a credible brand of medication for people with SZ, and even then it should still feel like a choice & not be a forced decision.
Keep in mind, I have psychiatrists disagreeing about my diagnosis at the moment. While it was definitely SZ before, I am apparently dealing with symptoms of PTSD as well. Perhaps my PTSD caused my SZ? My psychotherapist thinks my illness/disoder is conquerable.
finding the right meds is crucial. If you’re feeling sedated then tell your psychiatrist and then change up the meds until they work. I am a firm believer in meds and I feel great on meds. (prolixin)
I hate abilify. The only reason I put up with it is because it’s supposed to be one of the best as far as metabolic impact goes. I have tried many APs and they didn’t work for me.