Its not one of my biggest problems, but i look bad

[Anna1]

Do you find me still sweet or no? The meds and the illness changed me a lot .
Here I am now:

and here how I was before…:

But I was ill even on the last photo, very, very ill too. I fake a smile.
I keep asking if I have some left pretty features, cause I really changed and I don’t know how to react to my new state…

[Coldcomfort]

I think you got pretty eyes. I’m not flirting, but yeah.

[Anna1]

Thanks . its something. but my body is terrible, yeah…

[Coldcomfort]

My body is a mess! at least you’re symmetrical.

[Anna1]

Yeah, its not easy outside like this. Only mom loves me like this .

[Anna1]

But lets fight to get used to it. Sorry if I sound dumb. I am just worried, that I look like I am on some heavy chemicals. The rest, ill take it in charge once I am better in my head. I don’t mind much now, that men don’t like me. I dream for a stabilization in my head.

[kuckuckuc]

cute…

i need to slim down too… 30kg…

[agent101g]

Okay you look great and I was trying to find a way to suggest something without implying that you don’t look good enough already. I’m just gonna say that you could experiment with some different hairstyles. I grew mine out and found that I liked it better that way, after 30 years of the same haircut.

[Sardonic]

I don’t think you look bad at all.

[anon17132524]

@Anna1

You deserve to love yourself unconditionally. Your value as a human being is not based on how much you weigh. Or how much makeup you wear. Or how much money you make.

You’re beautiful, Anna.

[SkinnyMe]

@Anna1, you would look a lot better in your top photo’s if you’d smile.

[Anna1]

You are all kind, thank you. Ginalove, idk why, but since kid i cant smile on the photos. I even have problems to look in the camera or in the peoples eyes. I learn now this, so ill work on it. But its not that i make my angry face, i really struggle with the cameras and the peoples eyes.

[kuckuckuc]

Yeah, i had problems with eye contact too.Pregabaline helps me a lot.

[see121]

I think you are cute. Please like yourself🙂

[Anna1]

Yeah…its beyond my control too… i guess my thoughts are not what they should be. I feel disabled on the eye contact. It feels for me like bad motricity.

[FatMama]

I think you look nice. I used to be not a very nice person when I was thin and full of myself. I’ve gained a lot of weight. I’m all wrinkly and the only reason I hate this weight is it affects my breathing and ability to walk much. I don’t care what people think with the odd time it bugs me. Be happy with who you are. You deserve to love you.