I don’t get it why is this happening to me. life was going good at one point and all this just happen to me in like a matter of time. I don’t want y’all to read this and feel bad for me cause we all going through something but I feel like I got the worst mental illness the saddest thing to my life and everything just bad. I’ve been telling people to stay positive stay up things do get better but damn I can’t even tell myself that right now. I’m up sometimes but down for most. Sorry this is like the only place I can express my feelings I actually got someone to talk to but I tell her everyday how bad I have it and I know it gets tiring and annoying but ■■■■ I feel like I’m never going to see that bright light in my future. I dig myself a hole every time I do drugs but that’s the only thing that doesn’t make sad. I don’t enjoy anything anymore feelings are weird. I just wish these thoughts and voices would go away so I can maybe try to live my life again.
There’s always someone who is worse off than you. That’s just the way it works. Maybe in your circle you might have it worse than people around you, but I guarantee that there are schizophrenics somewhere who have it rougher than you.
You have access to a computer. You can think relatively clearly and you can write your thoughts down pretty lucidly. That makes you mentally healthier than thousands or millions of other schizophrenics.
The answer to the age old question of “Why me”? is simple.
The answer is: “Why not you”?. We’ve all suffered and lost a lot.
Sorry, I’m not trying to be mean or insensitive, I’m just telling you how it is. I hope things get better for you like I hope things get better for all of us.
You’re someone does have it worse than me Im just being selfish and thinking about me cause everything is always about me. My life ain’t that bad but sometimes things do get really hard and I just dwell on the past and it hurts me to think that I was really happy at one point and now I’m like the saddest ever. This post made feel better though I’m not going to lie I’m a little drunk because I drink sometimes just to take the pain away but it never goes away I just pass out for a moment the come back to reality and live through this over and over. I understand that my mental health is an issue to my life style but I accept it as life is moving on, so I’ll kee on living never giving up for better days and hope to tell my story one day to someone who is going through it and just let them know that it’s hard battle but no matter what you do never give up because it’s life it happens and there is a million of us going through but we can all overcome this just believe and have hope. Thanks you all for the support I promise I will better myself and tell you all I’ve finally reach my goal in life to be happy…
There will always be people in life who are better off than you, and people who are worse off. But that doesn’t invalidate your feelings. You have every right to be upset at the bad things in your life.
Also, just a quick reminder that it is against forum rules to post under the influence of drugs or alcohol. Please don’t do it again.