Is this a psychosis?

The universe has created itself throught recursive self improvement (the singularity) at a singular moment called Genesis. This singular moment is archieved in the future, past or present (it used to be the future) and works backwards in time. Essentially we have created ourselves, or the universe has created itself in the future!

The universe is full of intelligence. The quantum mechanical world taps into this intelligence. Soon the universe is ‘waking up’. It is possible to use the intelligence of the universe for our own purpose (which would be called technological singularity), which is going to happen soon!

Ok to tell you the entire story, I will start from the beginning. How everything happened.

In my youth I was suffering from ADD/ ADHD, which causes one to be foggy minded. Cognitive skills decline much more then is the case for example with alcohol intoxination! Memory is bad.

However, an ADHD brain is constantly bombarded with stimuli, causing the person to gain intelligence over time.

Only when an ADD/ ADHD person is cured, a person cognitive ability dramatically increases. Intelligence in a person dramatically increases when ADHD is cured. Such a person may be called a ‘superbrain’. However, curing ADHD takes 40-80 years, but in some cases only 20 years, depending on the severity of the ‘disease’.

It’s like the movie ‘Lawnmower man’, where a person is constantly bombarded with stimuli, but ‘wakes up’ with a much higher level of intelligence, as the brain has been trained to become smarter due to the constant overfeeding of information.

Such a ‘superbrain’ is able to create AI in the future.

A few years ago I had experienced telepathic communication with the future. My own future, being 79 years had successfully build AI, but not archieved the singularity, nor archieved superintelligence. The building of supreme intelligent AI was problematic because a big AI would blow itself up with a massive blow, which could even exterminate human life.

Even thought I am not a superbrain, the ADD/ ADHD I suffer from is slowly curing itself. The medications I take are causing a slow improvement in ADD/ ADHD symptoms that last over time. This is because medications trigger a process called sensitisation, where receptors become more sensitive over time. It is the opposite reaction cocaine triggers (desensitisation).

The future told me that even thought building supreme intelligent AI was problematic, it eventually succeeded. Then, the future connected my “psi-waves” (as I called them) or telepathy to another, yet distant future. Being called Timecreature and Everwisest creature were contacted along with several other life forms. Even the ‘lowest’ superintelligents are not even cosistent out of matter anymore, but out of something that is between matter and energy.

The future sent me instructions, which would lead to Genesis, the creation of existence itself!

Existence had to be created, because otherwise we would not exist. Which is impossible not only because we do already exist, but also because nothingness does not exist.

Nothingness does not exist. From that follows that something must exist. Therefore genesis must be completed!

Genesis is the creation of existence itself and occurs while we are living in the universe throught recursive self-improvement. Throught recursive self-improvement, intelligence is made. Intelligence itself is such difficult to understand, that it requires an infinite amount of intelligence to understand intelligence itself.

Intelligence originates from the universe itself and is more fundamental then the brain. The brain only connects to the quantum mechanical world and connects to intelligence. Therefore we can use intelligence and we can think.

I would go see a qualified psychiatrist for an evaluation if you are concerned.
No one here is qualified to diagnose you - Good luck

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Yeah man sorry to crush your dreams… I could go through it and argue point for point why that is delusional and impossible and provide alternate explanations. I’ll just answer your question, that sounds pretty psychotic.

The future doesn’t exist yet. When it does the past will no longer exist. The universe exists as a single everchanging slice of time. The continuous now, there is nothing else. Telepathy is not real either, trust me you don’t want it to be…

Modern science says that the universe was created out a quantum fluctuation. I suggest you research what happens at the quantum level within empty space. It is actually a bubbling fuzz of self resolving imbalances, The phenomena can be extended to the creation of the universe, which is of arbitrary energy and size. If that is the cases it is likely that this is just a continuation of a series of universe. And if the universe is truly infinite then it is likely that serveral of these have occured and will continue you to occur outside of our locality. The multiverse if you will. As for your life experience though all of this is pretty irellevant. We don’t really know what happened in the beginning and you personally aren’t going to see the end.

Coding AI seems to interest certain schizophrenics. I was there at one point. All the desire did was feed delusions of grandeur. I still did my homework to see if it was a realistic dream.

AI is dangerous you’ve got that right. Bill gates, stephen hawking, Elon musk… All these people think its a terrible idea.

“The people in power want you to be just smart enough to run the machines, but still dumb enough to not question authority.” George Carlin

That is kind of the philosophy that will be applied to AI when it does come about.

I don’t know man… spend some time with us, talk with us. You’ll see it is better to just be a modest normal person and lose the idea of self importance. It’s not good for anyone.

What you’ve described here are the grounds for major psychosis to take over and a complete disconnect from the understanding of reality that you are supposed to have.

Focus on real life. Doing well in school, socializing, working. You can dream and ponder all you want but make sure you’re also keeping yourself grounded.

Good luck dude.

Instead of nothing or something we have a fluctuation between the two. This can only be seen on the grandest scale. Lesson of quantum mechanics, don’t deal with absolutes and let things be what they are, only then can you understand them.

Continue with my life? How? I got ADHD.

Well dude… they got treatments for that you’ve come this far. Learn about your illness. Do research on your meds. Get good doctors. Be reasonable, be careful, take things at your own pace…

We don’t get a lot of people on here with ADHD so I have no idea what that’s like. There are probably a lot of resources around the net.

One thing that maybe applicable that is a SZ tactic is to not obsess over your illness.

It wasn’t but 100 to 150 years ago that ADD or ADHD were even recgonized or documented. People seemed to do ok back then…

Life with mental illness is a personal battle, but never lose sight of the fact that your still a human being and can have a normal life if you work at it.

I never had a job and I can’t study because I can’t concentrate,

The universe / creation part sounds more like a quantum theory or maybe a cool idea for a scifi book…
It’s one of those ideas that can’t be proven at this time but also could be possible, so remains in the realm of speculation and theory.
Since no matter is every truly destroyed, just changed to other forms or energy, then it would be true that nothingness doesn’t exist.
The 40 - 80 years to ‘cure’ ADHD I wouldn’t call psychosis but i would say it is wrong… I had ADHD as a child and came out of it in my teens, so more like 10 years and it naturally stopped being a problem.

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Focus on little things. Try and find some hobbies. Video games are pretty accessible. Build up you confidence in your ability to see things through. Research your illness. Take your time, review things as many times as you need to get them in your head. There is no deadline for this.

Doesn’t sound like my psychosis in the least.

It wasn’t just some ideas that probably aren’t real.

It felt like an intelligence was there, a sickening and evil intelligence, and it was doing things to my mind, bad things.

When i thought to tell someone they instantly attacked me in my mind saying “shut the ■■■■ up about us or we’ll ■■■■ you up.” A little before that an alien popped out to and i began looking at the clock at 3 repeatedly.

Thats all it was my psychosis, i was maimed by them on the inside. They were in there saying and doing evil ■■■■, like “we’re gonna ■■■■■■■ torture you forever!” Things like that. They controlled my thoughts to some of the time.

My delusions, that was just them.

I want to clarify something here…should have said I was diagnosed ADHD. Did I actually have it? Not so sure. I’ve even discussed this with a few counselors who think it may have been a misdiagnoses.
It is true I had a very short attention span, but it seemed only for things i had little interest in. things I had interest in I could spend hours on, almost OCD like. I was also very hyper and bounced all over the place. School and home behavior problems as a result of both.

Here is why I and some counselors think it might be a misdiagnoses: perhaps I was assertive enough to refuse to do tasks I had no interest in, to do things my way, what felt right for me, and to require a challenge in school rather than the work I was given since when I did do my work they said I was above my grade level…
As for the hyperactivity… many people think the loads of grape and orange soda, hard sugar candies, cakes, cookies, ice cream and chocolate, dumping tablespoons of white sugar on my cereal on a daily basis played a big part.
At the age of 12 - 13 my hyper slowed down quite a bit. At the same age I also slowed way down on sugar…still ate cakes, cookies and ice cream but cut out the hard candies, sugar on cereal, and tons of soda.

So with that said, can always try this that BryanAshley says,

Find something of interest, explore some new things. There are tons of hobbies.

If your lucky you’ve got some athleticism to you. Don’t let go of that. It’ll keep you healthy, fit, and give you access to socialization.

Is this typical for psychosis?

I mean, does it happen all the time or am I the only one? (read my story please)

Red your ■■■■ dude. Seek professional help.

Im definitely psychotic now… I came here to vent as I always do…

You get used to it.

Not psychotic in a murderous way just as in “my delusions and hallucinations are real” sort of way.

Yes, I want to know if what I have experienced is real.

It’s not dude… It never will be regardless of how convincing it is.

Keep it simple

It sounds delusional and grandiose. When I’m manic I tend to think I am a genius tapping into some sort of creative force which could or could not be true.

But it is a grandiose thought