Those were your delusions Pan. I hope you figure that out one day
Haha misplay. That rarely happens
I think you have a very valid reality there. You can use it to grab information and learn things as long as you know you can get out of it and know your limits. I think thereās nothing wrong with being a psychonaut. Although I know my limits I love those extended stays like a month of telepathy then a year of hallucinations.
Be safe exploring the depths of the human psyche.
āAnd if you get too far inside Youāll only see my reflectionā - Radiohead, Climbing up the Walls
So donāt get too deep people!
You donāt have to explain everything! Some things you donāt wanna know.
To late for me dogā¦,
There is a saying that highly creative people flirt with madness. But they are able to come back instead of being trapped in it
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Yeah I guess part of whatever my illness is is that I canāt get out because I deep down want to keep myself there. Maybe as a sort of guilty pleasure/ pain thing idk
I was free until I drank 10 beers and had to interact with some dumb as ā ā ā ā people.
āDonāt make fun of my friendsā is one of the messages I got.
Guess I canāt handle alcohol at this point. Makes me confrontational which my mind punishes.
Iām glad though Iām not as stupid or impulsive as normals.
Iām on a path to betterment.
Drunk though. ā ā ā ā ā ā ā everything up.
Been there man. Alcohol just exasperated whatever symptoms your currently experiencing.
Ride out the wave bro
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Yeah man atleast it wasnāt weed that would have been so much worse.
Yeah dude extra weight to everything.
Probably physically too. Sometimes I feel kinda heavy when drunk.
The moment you think you have a paradigm-shifting insight into the nature of everything you know youāre there. Normal is good.
Were you high on anything when you wrote what you wrote at the top of the stack? Just wondered. I could write stuff like that when I was jacked up. Or when I was on a bipolar manic race along the tops of the pickets of my mental fence.