The problem starts when I am a few months into working. I don’t get why I do this.
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Because working can be tireing for the brain…
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You’re not interested in your job. It’s hard to figure out what you should really be doing. Or it might be difficult because of your illness.
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I reckon it’s negative symptoms.
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I’m not sure. I just get a feeling my work or I’m not liked and I spiral.
Maybe you want a job where there’s not ppl around?
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Or not many ppl.
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You’re fine. There’s more to life than work.
Not everyone can work!
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Unfortunately I want to move and I won’t be able to get a mortgage without a job.
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Yeah I’d love to start my own business.
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That sounds exciting. 
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It does but no idea where to start.
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I once got a mortgage while on disability. I know I’m in a different country but it might be possible.
Either way, you’ll find out if you’re able to work and if not, you’ll have to live with the consequences.
Better coping skills. Showing to work everyday and do that for entire life is not easy. Harder for our group.
Do you see therapist. They can help with dilemma if people around dislike you.
How long it’s been that you are working?
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I have never worked a job for more than four months. Every time I get heavy negative and sometimes positive symptoms. Basically, my brain enters fight or flight mode. It sucks.
I try not to be hard on myself about it, becoz I cannot handle stress like most people. It is part of my condition. That being said it’s still a downer.
I am lucky to be on disability. I am able to be “okay” with the assistance.
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We pick up or make stories arround the surroundings. With what we build slowly daily clues.
Only way is to forget and forgive people arround you.
I have heard a story,
A employee compaints to the hr i wont be able to work here anymore, every one against my views and opinion, to much disturbance.
HR said i will give you a glass full of water till brim,
you need to take a walk arround the floor with out spilling it,
The employee did the task successfully.
HR asked were you disturbed or there was any view of others with their opinions.
Employee said i was not able to focus on others as the water was til the brim it could have spilled.
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I’ve not been working for over a month. I decided I wanted to go back but they currently don’t have anything part time.
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What made you stop?
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With SZ it is not easy to find and maintain your rhythm at work.
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I can’t remember much but it’s when the manager said I should be doing 50 bookings instead of the 20 I was doing. But even then my colleague was doing way less than me. I felt a bit down.
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