i even dont know this either… my mom says that my doc doesnt really care about me… yeap, i have the delusion that others care about me… i still have this good inside me. its probably one of the few.
whatever… my sister is nice with me now. she says there are worse things in life than my sz. people around her are dying… but what if i never recover? it would be a life without meaning, my whole life… just a life with lot of pain…
What is good inside me could leave if things turn out a certain way.
I love you @Anna1.
I think it is very possible that you won’t recover IF THE WORLD STAYS LIKE TODAY,
but the world moves forward.
In the future a cure will be found to your condition( and perhaps mine as well).
Life is meaningless, this is the way it should be. Just to be that’s it, that’s the secular philosophy of life.
It doesn’t mean that you can’t have an ideology or principles.
I prefer this to the lies of religion, which gives fake " meaning".
I think life has whatever purpose you want it to have. It can be looking at trees / being in nature, painting, spending time with loved ones, hanging with friends, watching movies and all of the TV shows possible, or it could be reading books and escaping into other worlds. Focus on the things you care about, people you love, and things that make you happy (even if just a little bit).