It comes and goes in waves and it feels overwhelming when it comes , almost like a sense of panic hits me and sometimes it’s with paranoia not always.
Sounds like anxiety to me but not enough information
Could it be dysphoria from mania?
I get depressed , teary, and very panicky when it happens … it feels very uncomfortable I get restless… I feel somrhing bad is going to happen and one night it was so bad I applied 23 applications to jobs I didn’t want. When I started getting responses I was like wtf
Anxiety can be part of the manic picture.
Especially if it’s a mixed episode - mania and depression combo.
Heh I remember one time I handed out 40 resumes to all kinds of places I knew I couldn’t handle in one day. I was allready in total breakdown and could barely speak, much less work in corporate.