Like everybody is out to get me, stealing my money from me and I’m an experiment to the government so they can torment me. I know my pdoc is out to get me. I have proof but feel unsure about my community nurse being out to get me but am starting to think he is and everybody else is out to get me as well. This upsets me because I think I have a good relationship with my community nurse and it would hurt me if it was true and he’s out to get me as well? If that makes sense? Would you call this me being paranoid?
Yes, it’s paranoid.
And the reason why I think they tagenting me because sometimes I think I’m the second coming and like how Jesus was targeted by the Romans, The UK government is targeting me because of this. I obsess about it, this isn’t healthy I know. I need to stay grounded. I have sent a few emails about this to my community nurse. I’m going to Krakow, Poland in April with my support staff and don’t want to get sectioned again. I have a meeting with my pdoc next month…
Well, what can I say? Thinking you’re the second coming is delusional. I don’t know what else to tell you. Can you function with these delusions or are they affecting your life? I have certain delusions too but I go to work three days a week and live semi independently. I’m paranoid about the neighbors but I can still function and do stuff in public without attracting attention. That’s what I mean by “affecting your life”. Are these delusions impacting your ability to function?
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No, Apart from constantly obsessing about them.
Do you have a therapist or a staff member to talk to about these obsessive thoughts, that you can trust if they tell you the truth?
My community nurse is on leave for 9 days. I can’t talk to my support staff as they won’t understand.
What are you going to do?
Just keep busy. distract my thinking, wait until community nurse gets back.
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Well, good luck, you always have support here.
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Try to get sleep as much as you possibly can.
Yes, I had the same delusion. It’s this illness.
You have been very symptomatic lately. You need to talk to a doctor about having symptoms.
When i first read it, i thought experiment said Elephant, sorry,
Probably not an Elephant or an Experiment but believe what you will.
the truth is out there
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I feel the same but I am pretty sure people are doing a experiment on me my life has been planned out to see if I take these life roads and I was given drugs to change my brain but I want to know who and why and is it for good or evil so far my life has been nothing but suffering so something tells me they do not care about the pain they put me through so I am assuming there are others in this experiment . When I was younger they probably thought I would not remember but this man told me that my life was being planned out and that they will experiment on me and that it would help others I said well as long as it helps people . Man was I wrong and after him telling me this he got in a argument with another guy that is apart of his team the guy that told me that said go ahead kill me you people are pure evil the other guy shot him . I was hiding in a bush and I screamed the guy saw me then my dad came over and the guy apologized to him and said well he wont remember this they even tried to convenience me it was just a joke they brought another guy over and I said he does not have the same face the guy said smart kid . Anyways they have slipped up showing me things along the way or maybe they don’t care I am guessing my family even has something to do with it . which ■■■■■■ up because I always thought family meant something I guess it doesnt they have showed me that . Anyways I just hope when I am dead there is no more suffering .
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If it makes you feel any better i thought i was Hitler reincarnate and i was being punished for killing sll of those people.
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