As stated, I feel like everyone is plotting against me. Some people legitimately don’t like me for various reasons, such as the majority of this forum, but what I’m talking about, more succinctly, is the thoughts of others being inserted in my brain. They tell me a lot of things, and the line of reality is slowly deteriorating. I don’t want to go into too much detail, because I fear I could trigger delusional thoughts in others. But I’m even fearing my life from my family.
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Have you spoken to your medical team or psychiatrist yet?
You need to do this asap as you’re losing insight.
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I have the same feelings except I thought everyone could hear my thoughts. Just stay strong man
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No, unfortunately I didn’t bring it up to either my therapist or psychiatrist. I’m scared they will put me on Clozapine
I sometimes feel like my mom is going to kill me
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Call up your psychiatrist, not your therapist. Do it asap. You’ll become a danger to yourself or others if you don’t.
They can’t force you to take clozapine.
Discuss options with them.
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Yeah, I will schedule an appointment with my psychiatrist. Probably gonna be telehealth.
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Good luck with the psychiatrist appointment.
Maybe a med increase or change or add-on can help for things to settle down.
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Thanks, man. I hope I can get in soon.
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I dont think anyone here dislikes you man.
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It’s me against the world.
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Sometimes I feel like that, but then reality sets in. I think its due to my borderline symptoms
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Some people definitely do, whether they don’t like the way I carry myself, or the fact that I am extremely opinionated, some are definitely rubbed the wrong way by me.
I have the same symptoms as you. But my medication is really helping me keep them in control. I notice if I miss one day of medication they get out of control with me. You are very well respected and appreciated by me also.
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I get like that too at times but sometimes it just feels like a spiral that goes nowhere…
As long as you don’t act on it, and just recognize it’ll pass.
Idk if you can talk to someone about it though.
My strategy is to just distance myself and vent online somewhere.
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Thanks, @Dude1, I appreciate it.
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Definitely. I have a lot of selfish tendencies that result in self-pity, and that’s a spiral that goes nowhere good.
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I think alot of us on this site feel like people don’t like us sometimes. Personally, i don’t dislike anyone on this site. 
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I don’t dislike anyone here either, I hope everything works out for u
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