I guess I am not doing much differently but expecting to someday feel better.
Things could get a lot worse.
This is a couple problem we have. He thinks I should take more medication. I do not want to take more than this.
There is no remedy for my misery. 
I feel so empty I guess.
I am so stubborn in this. It is not good long term, I am already taking so many supplements and high doses.
Were you ever on a med regime where you felt you were doing well?
Just judging from your posts I don’t think you need more medications. You seem pretty high functioning to me, and I don’t detect any paranoia of delusional thinking.
Not for everyone. It’s often part not the whole solution!
Let us know once you’ve done some CBT / therapy!
Yes once when I was at 80 - 80 Geodon I was better.
I will try working with a private psychiatrist.
I am not delusional or paranoid. but I am heavily depressed with negative symptoms and intrusive thoughts.
What is it your doctor wants you to do?
he leaves it up to me basically. He only follows up and see if I am well.
Well, I don’t know. Some meds help, but too much is as bad as too little.
Since he’s a doctor, meds is probably all he’s really got to help you. So my guess is he may think something new/increased may help, but there’s no way to know for sure without trying it.